Miracles happen in perspective shift

I don’t really know how I ever became so angry. I’m not sure how anger became my default emotion. Everything always seemed to just irritate me. I found every reason for everything to make me want to blame.

I especially had a lot of anger towards my parents, and I took every opportunity to blame them for my shortcomings. They weren’t good enough. They weren’t intelligent enough. I was better than them. Their goals and ambitions seemed non-existent to me. I fought them on everything about them, especially on who they were. I needed relief from them. I needed saving.

This was all just a few years ago, not long ago at all. I feel totally different now. Yes, about them too.

I was given a second chance at being their daughter. I experienced a tragedy, and I needed a safe space to heal. I needed stability. I went home to them.

In the beginning I took a lot out on them. I was angry at my trauma and situation, and I screamed at them a lot. All the while I kept thinking I had to get out of that horrible place. I tried so hard. I took shit jobs and I tried to get back to my old ways. But that was harder than I thought it could be, and it surprised me. The anger turned, and I began putting everything on myself. I questioned What is wrong with you? Why can’t you … ? I was somehow at fault for everything, and I didn’t like it.

I believe everyone is responsible for their actions, so I pointed my finger at me. I started looking for the why behind everything I went through, and what was happening, and why I was where I was in life. This certainly wasn’t part of my plan. Without realizing it I slipped into a stage of transformational healing.

The slip forced me to slow down and choose to be still. What do you want? YOU have to make it happen.

I always wanted a mother, someone who took me in her arms and made me feel safe. My mom isn’t the cuddly type, she’s more of a tough love kinda mom. I had to learn to take care of myself in many ways from a very young age, which is probably how I adopted my responsibility and accountability belief. Ours wasn’t the type of household where we talked about our feelings, or what we were going through, it was more like we all just co-existed under one roof – each man for themselves. I never felt a sense of family. I didn’t understand what other people experienced in family. It’s probably safe to say now this is why I felt angry.

I really wanted a mom. I really needed a mom. And she was right down stairs and I didn’t feel comfortable going to her. Only this time instead of anger, I softened, and I cried instead.

I decided to hermit myself in my room. I decided we were going to just be cordial. I was in the house with them, and that was all I had at the time. My interactions were were short and brief, to the point.

I desperately wanted to feel like the person I knew I am inside, and I longed to feel happy. On no one day in particular, I started to engage with them. I had to try, practice even, and now I know what I was doing was teaching myself how to feel joy in small bursts. I didn’t realize it was joy at first, but the pleasure I was experiencing felt good. It wasn’t so bad after all. They seemed to open up a bit more, too.

I was carrying such a heavy energy that it consumed the whole house. I was the reason everyone and everything was so tense and felt nasty – Me! Am I for real that powerful? And once I shifted, they shifted too. This realization alone was a real eye opener. So I began to examine where my power lies, and what else I do with it.

Knowledge is Power and Everything is Energy. I studied this closely. Instead of believing all the opinions from others and thinking my parents were the worst in the world, I decided to find out for myself. I sat with them, did activities with them, and I observed. Not just them, but all of it. The whole of everything. The dynamic, who else, where else, why. And you know what? My parents are awesome people. I was only seeing them for who they are for the first time.

I could have thrown myself into guilt and shame, and taken on behaviors that tried to fix us. But instead I decided to wipe the slate clean and start from where we were. Instead of apologizing, I thanked them. I told them what we just did together felt awesome, that I liked it, and would like to do it again. I started to do things for them. I surprised them with gifts (tangible and sentimental) in appreciation. I celebrated them.

And I still do to this day. Now, we have great relationships. We enjoy each other. I feel like I’m part of a great family. And I let them know it.

As I found happiness and joy in life, I began focusing my next want on love. A few months later Ken came into my life.

… to be continued.

Lisa Karasek is a Quantum Healer and Intuitive Practitioner able to powerfully transform your state of being by guiding you to a healthier, happier, and more purposeful life using ancient, multi-dimentional healing modalities, angelic energies, and consciousness based practices. Lisa is passionate and dedicated to helping you work with the dynamics of your Authentic Self Relationship.

Experience Tuesdays with Karen Baquiran

Karen Baquiran is too much fun! We’ve done a lot together, and we share good vibes.

March’s Experience Tuesdays theme is Grounding Yourself through food, relationship, lifestyle and mindset.
It’s never too much to remind yourself to monitor and manage these practices and lifelines.
I was excited for Karen to do this months video because her insights are profound and inspirational.

I hope you enjoy this video as much as I do!

Karen A. Baquiran is an intuitive starseed, energetic healer, Beyond Quantum Healing and remote spirit release practioner, author, channel, medium, psychic surgeon and trauma mentor. Through her business, Karen and her partner Tena M. Dodds, have created a practice in helping everyday people heal themselves. By using their unique methods in combining multiple modalities, they are able to create a safe and loving space for their clients to rest in.

You can find Karen at:
Website:
www.quantumhealingwithtena.com
Email:
Karen.Baquiran@hotmail.com
Instagram:
@kbaquiran
Facebook:
https://www.facebook.com/intuitivestarseed.healer
Book:
#LoveYourself – A Guide to Awakening the Soul and Putting the Ego to Sleep
https://www.balboapress.com/…/bookdetai…/720450-loveyourself

Love Yourself – What it means to raise your vibration

February is the month of love. As the adage says: to know how to love another you must first know to love yourself.

Every Tuesday in 2021 I am bringing you great experiences. Today, I share a video with you, a conversation between my friend Gretchen and myself as we talk about what it means to Love, and what it means to raise your vibration. Please check out this video, and be sure to join me next Tuesday for my virtual group healing event. To attend, please email me to register and receive a link.


Lisa Karasek, 3 time best selling author. An expert Quantum Healer, TRE® Certified Facilitator and Certified Eating Psychology Coach. Lisa is able to update her client’s states of being to assist in healing using ancient, multi-dimensional healing and Holistic Metamorphosis® (an angelic energy healing modality), consciousness-based practices, and TRE® (tension and trauma releasing exercises). Lisa powerfully guides her clients to a healthier, happier, and more purposeful life. Lisa Karasek is dedicated and passionate about helping you work with the dynamics of your self relationship and believes this is the key to most Mind Body Spirit disease and illness.

January: Relationships and Mirroring; understanding your self dynamic

Terrie Christine and I have been hanging out and having fun together for a couple of years now. She’s the bomb! Tune in and tell me if you agree.

Next Tuesday is the virtual group healing event that wraps up this months theme: relationships and mirroring; understanding your self dynamics.

Terrie Christine is an internationally recognized Intuitive Energy Healer; TV Personality; radio and podcast featured expert; and author of “The Secret Power of You: A Guide to Mastering Your Inner Greatness” which is endorsed by Don Miguel Ruiz, author of the New York Times best-seller “The Four Agreements.”

For over a decade as a practicing Intuitive Energy Healer, Terrie has helped thousands like you access clarity, results, understanding, and a sense of peace and freedom.

Terrie helps her clients reconnect with the deeper forces and powers within themselves to create a fuller, more satisfying life.  She helps pinpoint what you cannot easily see for yourself. 

Through her work, she helps you clear away your stories and fears that are wrapped around old energetic blocks which hold you back and often contribute to emotional and physical chronic pain. Within a matter of seconds, Terrie Christine can uncover the history of the experiences you faced which led to the creation of your limiting beliefs.
www.TerrieChristine.com

Lisa Karasek is a Quantum Healer and Intuitive Practitioner able to powerfully transform your state of being by guiding you to a healthier, happier, and more purposeful life using ancient, multi-dimentional healing modalities, angelic energies, and consciousness based practices. Lisa is passionate and dedicated to helping you work with the dynamics of your Authentic Self Relationship.

Consciousness Mapping

Lisa Karasek here, Quantum Healer and author of Consciousness, in The Ultimate Guide to Self Healing Techniques; 25 Home Practices and Tools for Peak Holistic Health and Wellness – Volume 1 (it’s a book series).

I had been looking to create new classes to offer, and this book project gave me great inspiration, and helped me hone in on what I really want to focus on.

My journey as a healer is just beginning, it took me a few years to get comfortable with releasing jobs that didn’t suit my soul, and choosing to fully step into a world that is not familiar. Deciding to exclusively be an Intuitive Practitioner, and embracing the label Healer took time, but it was SO worth it!

Now I am more than ready to share with you how you can have what you want, live an ideal life, and feel aligned with your purpose.

The process of Consciousness Mapping helps you to understand on a deep level why you make the decisions you do, uncover the roots of your “triggers,” and helps you shift to a powerful, aligned state of being. Develop and nurture your personal experience by connecting to your authentic truth and purpose.

Healing, and overcoming limiting beliefs are mindfully conscious practices that will align you positively with your soul’s deepest desires.

In this online class you will:

  • Learn how life events create a map for how you act, be, and do in life
  • Identify how the unspoken dynamics of your relationships affect your ability to live authentically
  • Develop personal strategies for mindfulness and how to apply them

Mapping your conscious awareness provides focus for and more deeply tunes you in to all that is possible.

My class through The Reiki Awakening Academy is being offered at multiple dates and times, but Thursday Aug 6th at 7pm EST is the next one. Offered again on August 15th, and there are more dates scheduled until the end of the year.

Please register at: https://reikiawakeningacademy.com/class/consciousness-mapping-aug6/


Lisa Karasek, author in The Ultimate Guide to Self-Healing Techniques; 25 Home Practices & Tools for Peak Holistic Health & Wellness. An expert Quantum Healer, TRE® Certified Facilitator and Certified Eating Psychology Coach, who is able to update her client’s states of being to assist in healing. Using ancient, multi-dimensional healing and Holistic Metamorphosis® (an angelic energy healing modality), consciousness-based practices, and TRE® (tension and trauma releasing exercises), Lisa powerfully guides her clients to a healthier, happier, more purposeful life. Lisa is dedicated and passionate about helping you work with the dynamics of your self relationship and believes this is the key to most Mind Body Spirit disease and illness.